expectations, realities, and outcomes
What I was expecting this week during Moose's stay at the EMU (epilepsy monitoring unit): - several seizures right away (big ones) - Moose sleeping a LOT - me sitting by him and petting his head as he slept - going home before Friday evening (as would happen if things happened that quickly) - strength to get through the hard seizures What I got during this week: - a few small seizures the first two days and nothing on Friday - patience waiting for the seizures - so.much.tv (I expected him to be exhausted and sleepy a lot) - Big A having to stay Friday night through Sunday - Big A experiencing his first of Moose's grand mal seizures (big, convulsing) - and his second - a completed embroidery piece (haha) - hardly sleeping This week was very different from what I had in mind. But I learned to trust in God's strength and not my own and that I cannot go into these things with expectations or very little sleep. I think Moose had the time of his life these pas