give me some love!
We still don't know what's going on with Big A's job. I do know that we could use some serious prayer.
Do we take the Illinois job even though we'd use all of our savings to move there & not have enough money to replenish it? Please keep in mind we have a child so money is a necessity. And this job does provide insurance but we wouldn't even have enough to pay the co-pay to go to the clinic/dentist/etc. If I got pregnant or someone got sick/hurt, we'd be screwed without any savings.
Do we stay with Mr. Pessimistic although it seems he'll dump us at any given second?
Big A has been calling around about jobs all morning. It's just so frustrating to see him have to do this. I don't take it well when someone messes with my husband.
And I'll be honest, I'm scared. What if Mr. P fires us and we're left out in the cold (or rather, heat here)? I know "trust God." I get that and I'm trying. But the what ifs sneak in all over just bombarding me with doubt. I'm worried about our little family.
I will leave a picture of us on vacation to hopefully generate some comment love because I need it. Below left: Big A & Moose relax at Grant's Farm (where they keep the Clydesdale horses). Below right: Big A & Moose take their dental hygiene seriously. Bottom left: me enjoying my Bud Light at the Anheuser-Busch Brewery. Bottom right: Tristan enjoying his drink at the Budweiser factory (no worries, he just chugs milk).
Do we take the Illinois job even though we'd use all of our savings to move there & not have enough money to replenish it? Please keep in mind we have a child so money is a necessity. And this job does provide insurance but we wouldn't even have enough to pay the co-pay to go to the clinic/dentist/etc. If I got pregnant or someone got sick/hurt, we'd be screwed without any savings.
Do we stay with Mr. Pessimistic although it seems he'll dump us at any given second?
Big A has been calling around about jobs all morning. It's just so frustrating to see him have to do this. I don't take it well when someone messes with my husband.
And I'll be honest, I'm scared. What if Mr. P fires us and we're left out in the cold (or rather, heat here)? I know "trust God." I get that and I'm trying. But the what ifs sneak in all over just bombarding me with doubt. I'm worried about our little family.
I will leave a picture of us on vacation to hopefully generate some comment love because I need it. Below left: Big A & Moose relax at Grant's Farm (where they keep the Clydesdale horses). Below right: Big A & Moose take their dental hygiene seriously. Bottom left: me enjoying my Bud Light at the Anheuser-Busch Brewery. Bottom right: Tristan enjoying his drink at the Budweiser factory (no worries, he just chugs milk).
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So for the future outlook, my take is.. you should take it.
And those pictures are adorable
Sometimes God refines us through the process of the unknown, and in the midst of obedience to Him, He clarifies.
Please take comfort in knowing you all are being lifted up. And please keep us updated!
Philippians 4:6
you guys will figure things out. :) remember that on top of all your friends praying for you Jesus prayed for you to be One as He and the Father are One. :) i'm sure that counts for something.
love ya! call me if you need anything i can help with.