We still don't know what's going on with Big A's job. I do know that we could use some serious prayer.
Do we take the Illinois job even though we'd use all of our savings to move there & not have enough money to replenish it? Please keep in mind we have a child so money is a necessity. And this job does provide insurance but we wouldn't even have enough to pay the co-pay to go to the clinic/dentist/etc. If I got pregnant or someone got sick/hurt, we'd be screwed without any savings.
Do we stay with Mr. Pessimistic although it seems he'll dump us at any given second?
Big A has been calling around about jobs all morning. It's just so frustrating to see him have to do this. I don't take it well when someone messes with my husband.
And I'll be honest, I'm scared. What if Mr. P fires us and we're left out in the cold (or rather, heat here)? I know "trust God." I get that and I'm trying. But the what ifs sneak in all over just bombarding me with doubt. I'm worried about our little family.
I will leave a picture of us on vacation to hopefully generate some comment love because I need it. Below left: Big A & Moose relax at Grant's Farm (where they keep the Clydesdale horses). Below right: Big A & Moose take their dental hygiene seriously. Bottom left: me enjoying my Bud Light at the Anheuser-Busch Brewery. Bottom right: Tristan enjoying his drink at the Budweiser factory (no worries, he just chugs milk).