Friday, August 7, 2009

why did I do this to myself?

A few weeks ago, Big A called me and asked if it'd be alright if he joined a flag football league. What was I supposed to say? No? Yeah and then I feel guilty about him not having fun. So I said yes.

Today, I'm regretting it. Today is the first practice. I get to be home with the kids. AND Big A so nicely pointed out that I probably won't even go to the games because Moose will want to play. It's not like I can stop him and take care of Squirt at the same time.

Yay. Wish I had something to go to.

Oh yeah, and those goals? Yeash. I've worked out twice (and yes, I'm counting walking around Sam's Club with my two yahoos because I carried one of them and our cart was heavy) and today the diet - out the window (ok started last night with Culver's ice cream and kept going with 2 corn dogs & puppy chow). Oh well, I'll keep trying. Good thing is that I've lost 2 pounds since I weighed myself earlier this week! AND my wedding ring ALMOST fits. Well, it does fit but it's SUPER tight so I'll wait until it won't get stuck. LOL


Stacey said...

Don't get discouraged yet! Did you get a ring sling yet? That could totally save you, help you lose some weight, and enable you to run after Moose at a football game :)

Alicia said...

trust me i know exactly how you feel... but don't worry, you will find a happy balance that works. trust me. i can finally take 3 kids just about anywhere with me and its fine!! but make sure that you get some time for YOU too. It's awesome that big a gets his time, but don't forget about yours!! love you! you're amazing!

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